suffered from amnesia??

holla~my blog can surely be receives "ANCIENT BLOG AWARD" like twelve times in a row and might be as popular as angelina jolie.haha..after i enrolled at intec, i don't even have a millisecond of time to update my blog.ok not literally that busy but i was in turbulent moment at while,trying to adapt with new phase of life,new environment,new vicinity. fortunately,everything had settle down. once, i even lost on my way to the faculty but now,i'm like a walking map (err ok i over exaggerated it). i have come to know which stall sells mouth-watering delicacies,which shop sells things at cheaper price,how to get to the KTM,where to find cats to play with and the list goes on and on. after a month,eventually i gained my gritty willpower,my confidence,my braveness,my sincerity and my commitment to update my blog =___=. with spirit,hope and faith,i typed my blog email address a********@gmail.com and my password......my brain sent nerve impulses to my hand within split second..but..my hands were not moving..why??WHY??it seems like my brain sent nothing except for the fact that..I FORGOT MY PASSWORD..owh yeah,don't try this at home people of the world. luckily, i managed to find an alternative way to break the code. or you might not be able to stay connected with cock-a-doodle-doo anymore.

hemo hemo hemo ^^

my papa is a rockstar!!

holla! i guess i don't want to waste my leisure time doing nothing since THE DAY is coming for me in another 2 weeks time(dah 6 bulan bercuti baru insaf ^^).it will be time-consuming if i started to be detailed on my babbling so i'll jump to the main point today.

** HAPPY PAPA'S DAY !! **

papa??

 i bet this photo seems familiar huh?? if you don't know him,you might want to google CAT STEVENS or his muslim name YUSUF ISLAM. wondering why i put his picture!? here's a little story i got to tell you. i love browsing through our old family album; seeing all the pictures when along, kak ngah and i were a toddler,wearing our favourite clothes, celebrating birthdays, opening the presents 'calmly' etc. we become all grown up waaayyy fast~ well,among all those old pictures, there's this particular picture of my father when he was in his early 20's. i was like woww o.O.. my father resembles cat stevens hmm naaah i would rather it be cat stevens resembles my father ^^..A LOT !! papa i'm so proud of you XD..

papa was a great guitar player himself ^^

yeaahh having you for the past 18 years makes my life so glorious, not only the chance being raised by a father like you, but also for all of your warm advises which paved the way to a wiser and better me. Praise be upon Allah for it is Him who creates mankind, the best of creation. once, i thought that my journey of life was difficult enough for me to encounter but to think it over, even the blood,sweats and tears that i've shed were nothing compare to the hardships that you've been through. honestly, with all my heart i'm so so so glad and feel honoured to be your daughter. please accept my apologies for all of my mistakes and shortcomings. maybe sometimes  i am unable to express my love verbally but deep down in my heart, I LOVE YOU PAPA!

you are the blood of my heart

because all of that,i feel so special and i thank Allah,the All-knowing,the All-seeing for the unparalleled bounties and love.Alhamdulillah~


"O you who believe! Save yourselves and your families from a Fire whose fuel is Men and Stones, over which are (appointed) angels stern (and) severe, who flinch not (from executing) the Commands they receive from Allah, but do (precisely) what they are commanded."

Surah At-Tahrim, (66:6)

Niat kami baik..

Okay2,kalau blog org lain dah berkulat or berhabuk,blog aku dah usang dah dimamah usia.haha sorry sebab dah lame tak buat house cleaning kat blog ni.haaa nah,siap tukar cat lagi(nak raya dah ni) setelah syatrah buat wake up call to everyone yg malas nak update blog.hahaha..

sedap

now,back to the topic.a friend of mine said do not be jugdemental ,which is definitely true,but for this post i'm being a good judge,not the bad one ^^.after 14 years of experience(i only knew "jom main masak2" for the first 4 years of my life) watching how people sell,buy,bargain etc.i strongly believe the saying "customers always right"..well,maybe not 100% right..it depends...

have you ever heard the advertisement in SINAR.FM :

  kak engku(kanak2)    : pakcik,gule2 ni macam mana kire?
  salih yaacob (pakcik) : 2 seposen
  kak engku                  : yang ni pulak?
  salih yaacob               : ehh banyak tanye la budak ni,bukan nak beli ponnn

narrator :eleh,sombong la pakcik ni.nak senyum pon susah.pelanggan la yang bagi keuntungan

penah dgr tak??ok fine korang tak penah dgr SINAR.fm =___=".. cube la try dgr2 kat FLY 101 tu ke,HITZ.fm ke,HOT.fm ke.hahaha..so what do we get from the ads is "No Customer,No Profit,Hello Loss"
(my own quote).these are several situations happened to me :

• mama suruh pegi belikan air limau ais bungkus,ais banyak2,kurang manis
  
  aku     : kak,bagi saya air limau ais bungkus,ais banyak2,kurang manis (copy paste bulat2 ayat mama)
  
  makcik (title sbnr) : owh air limau ais bungkus,ais banyak2,kurang manis? (dia ulang ayat aku lengkap)
  
  2 minit menunggu,dah bayar,dapat le air aku..aku pegang plastik air tu,aku rase panass kat bwh,adela tinggal ais cair2 kat permukaan.aku taknak ingkar pesanan mama,so aku pon hulur kat makcik tu balik
  
  aku      : kak,boleh tak mintak  tolong buangkan air ni sikit,tambah lagi ais (nada baik dan tenang)
  makcik : ni ais ni dah banyak la ni!!!nak banyak mane lagi!? (pandang aku lame tak puas hati,baru dia ambik air tu )
  
  whoaa org cakap baik2,dia marah pulak.bukannya org tak bagitau awal2.fuuh  kalau aku tak
  waras,dah lama simbah air tu kat dia,tgk sejuk ke panas air tu sebenarnye.hahaha sabar2..=]
  
  
• satu hari tu,aku hang out dgn kakak aku.then kitorg decide nak makan kat sushi king.dah duduk situ,kitorg order bla bla bla..lepas tu kitorg tukar tempat duduk yg selesa sikit..tunggu lama punya lama punya lama, kakak aku tanya sorg waitress ind*n ni,
  
  kak ngah : mana meal saya?dah lama saya order,kenapa tak sampai2 lagi?
  wanita "itu" : tu la pasal!siapa suruh tukar meja!??kami dah cancel..
  
  kitorg pon macam o.O???ok2 maybe we were at fault,tukar meja.tapi persoalannya,
   1)kalau tukar meja memang order terus di cancel ke?it's not as if kitorg keluar dari restoran tu..
   2)perlu ke nak marah2 sampai macam tu??
   3)wajar ke layan customers macam tu???
   4)and the list goes on.........???with big question marks there 
  
  dia pon hantar la drinks and 2 piring sushi daripada beberapa yang kitorg order actually (ntah kenapa wanita "itu" buat mcm tu).kitorg makan cepat2 ,time bayar die yg jadi cashier jugak -____-..
  
  kak ngah : mana manager awak?(dia kata nak gertak sikit XD)
  wanita "itu" : tu hah!pegi la bagitau!pegi2!! (ohhh o.O she's rude wasn't she??sabar2 =])
  
• outing time puasa f4 dgn syatrah,amiera,sarah,nizam was great sebab kitorg jalan2 dgn org jepun.kitorg buka puasa dgn dorg kat pizza hut k.selangor tu.dah makan2,rasa macam tak cukup so kitorg tambah order. same jugak,tunggu lama punya lama,kitorg panggil waitress ni just nak make sure yg she got our order. then,dia marah2,hantar order kitorg berhentak2 kat meja..owh malunye kitorg depan org jepun tu.nasib baik lepas tu manager dia yg ambik alih dgn jiwa tenang.sabar2 =]
  
  

  

  tenang dan sabar

  
  

well there are plenty more stories to be told but i think i'll stop here.i'm afraid that i might break my keyboard by recalling those feels-like-i-had-a-cold-slap-on-my-face-situation.therefore, my conclusion is,be nice to your customers..niat kita sama2 baik,hang berniaga,chek membeli.so be complementary..hang layan chek baik,chek jadi customer baik. like mama did to a lad at the bank yesterday.

 he's the bank _____ (i don't know his title) but he was helpful . "apa kata makcik bukak account ni..bla bla bla..bank islam ni ada buat lucky draw...bla bla bla..kot2 menang rm100,000 buleh blanja saya...bla bla bla..blanja lunch.." after settling my bimb account,mama went to buy McD across the road and gave to him..he was astounded o.O "saya gurau je.....owh terima kasih laa byk2..datang lagi =]"

there you go,nice ending..so what's your bad and good experience??

hemo hemo hemo ^^

So herewith,my latest post will revolves around something that sometimes been lingering in our mind especially during encountering difficulty in our life  and when we are truly sad. I hope that we can always have faith in life and remember that ALLAH will always be by our side. This is something that i've read in Zulhusni's doc in fb


Kita selalu bertanya dan Quran sudah menjawabnya.

~KIta bertanya: Kenapa aku diuji?

Quran menjawab, “Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan saja mengatakan , “Kami telah beriman, sedangkan mereka tidak diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang2 yg sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui org2 yang benar , dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui org2 yg berdusta ” Surah al-Ankabut, ayat 2-3.

~Kita bertanya: Kenapa aku tidak dpt apa yg aku idam-idamkan?

Quran menjawab, “Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pulak kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.” Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 216.

~Kita bertanya: Kenapa ujian seberat ini?

Quran menjawab, “Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.” Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 286.

~Kita bertanya: Kenapa kita rasa frust?

Quran menjawab, ” Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah pula kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah org2 yg paling tinggi darjatnya, jika kamu org2 yg beriman.” Surah Ali Imran, ayat 139.

~Kita bertanya: Bagaimana harus aku menghadapinya?

Quran menjawab, ” Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dgn jalan sabar dan mengerjakan sembahyang, dan sesungguhnya sembahyang itu amat berat kecuali bg org2 yg khuysuk” Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 45.

~Kita bertanya: Kepada siapa aku berharap?

Quran menjawab, ” Cukuplah Allah bagiku, tidak ada Tuhan selain daripadanya. Hanya kepadanya aku bertawakal.” Surah at-Taubah, ayat 129.

~Kita bertanya: Apa yg aku dapat daripada semua ujian ini?

Quran menjawab, ” Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli daripada org2 mukmin, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan syurga untuk mereka.” Surah at-Taubah, ayat 111.

~Kita bertanya: Aku tak tahan!

Quran menjawab, ” ….dan janganlah kamu berputus asa drpd rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa daripada rahmat Allah melainkan kaum yang kafir.” Surah Yusuf, ayat 12.

~Kita bertanya: Sampai bila aku akan merana begini?

Quran menjawab, ” Kerana sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan. Sesungguhnya sesudah kesulitan itu ada kemudahan.” Surah al-Insyirah, ayat 5-6.

telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth

  " cure sometimes

  treat often 

  comfort always "

      

                                         -Hippocrates-  

huh???what's this??is this some kind of children's drawing during art class??for sure,NOPE.. This is something new that i've learned during the PPKSD. even though i've heard the name before- HIPPOCRATIC OATH,  i never knew what is it all about.later on when the specialist DR HARIS told us about it,then i know that it's some kind of basic moral reference for those who will choose this art of life(medical studies). this is the modern translation of this oath:

x x x x x x x x x x

• I will use those dietary regimens which will benefit my patients according to my greatest ability and judgement, and I will do no harm or injustice to them.
• I will not give a lethal drug to anyone if I am asked, nor will I advise such a plan; and similarly I will not give a woman a pessary to cause an abortion.
• In purity and according to divine law will I carry out my life and my ART.
• I will not use the knife, even upon those suffering from stones, but I will leave this to those who are trained in this craft.
• Into whatever homes I go, I will enter them for the benefit of the sick, avoiding any voluntary act of impropriety or corruption, including the seduction of women or men, whether they are free men or slaves.
• Whatever I see or hear in the lives of my patients, whether in connection with my professional practice or not, which ought not to be spoken of outside, I will keep secret, as considering all such things to be private.
• So long as I maintain this Oath faithfully and without corruption, may it be granted to me to partake of life fully and the practice of my art, gaining the respect of all men for all time. However, should I transgress this Oath and violate it, may the opposite be my fate.

 x x x x x x x x x x

so i hope that myself and those who wanted to pursue this ART OF LIFE will do good to mankind and may us possess the heart of a doctor without forgetting to live along HIS guide..

hemo hemo hemo ^^

HARI KACAKKU

19 MAY 2011

Hey yaw!pagi2 19 may nih aku dah bertolak pegi KL sentral dgn mia sebab nak sambut syatrah yg dah membebel berkata-kata sebab die dah tunggu lame.sampai2 situ,aku tengok muke syatrah yg pucat kelaparan sabar menunggu,aku pun ajak le makan McD. lepas brekfes,pagi tu aku btol2 rase kacak,bergaya dan ganas sebab ade luke2 n siap berplaster lagi.wondering on account of what??bukan sebab merempit,bukan sebab bergado dgn mamat lalu lalang kat situ,bukan sebab kene kejar dgn anjing,bukan sebab ditusuk pisau n garfu scramble egg McD.tapi sebab........

darah kene sedut

darah aku kaler merah tue

       

 ahahah syatrah 'bagi' aku birthday present "kaw kene derma darah..."aku terkedu jap,tapi aku nak maintain hensem aku,aku pon pegi.(mia pon nak derma darah jugak tapi die 'tak cukup berat' skrg nih so kene tangguh kan niat dulu).. isik borang ape sume lepas tu pegi le kat kaunter pakcik bermuke garan* nih nak cek darah n berat.pakcik tu teliti borang aku

pakcik bermuke garan* : hari ni hari jadi?
ckin   : ye...!(dgn nada bangge dan yakin dah berumo 18 thn)

aku pon baring, ditusuk jarum,disedut darah ku sebanyak 350 ml..10 minit menunggu,bosan =___=...tibe2 ade sorg foreigner pompuan berbaju kuning nak derma darah dok sebelah aku,aku pon bual2 le dgn die

ckin   : hi,where are you from?
foreigner berbaju kuning : i'm from fiji,new zealand! i'm studying here now.
ckin   : owhh so how many times have you done this?

foreigner berbaju kuning : only twice.what about you?
ckin   : it's my 18th birthday today so it's my first time (promote diri)

foreigner berbaju kuning : owh really!?HAPPY BIRTHDAY!what a good girl you are.nice to meet you

dah habis bagi darah(habis??),aku pon bubye die  n pegi le ambik SIJIL aku.thanks to syatrah,aku dapat wish dari gadis fiji (^___^).kitorg pon gerakle pegi mid yg dah melambai2 menyeru aku datang. kat situ terpacak aqil dgn muke garang (garang yg sebenar ^^) cakap "wayang pukul 3"..ahahaha okey2..see,disebabkan birthday aku,due crite skaligus kluar kat wayang- pirates of the carribean n nur kasih(aina dgn aiman tgk cite nih pukul 3.35)..aku tertarik dgn kapal besar kat centre court tuh,kitorg pon pegi la ambik2 gambar kat situ

 

ai ai captain..

ade lagi gambar2 tapi titibe je takleh nak upload *wink* 

time ambik2 gambar tu,terserempak la dgn sahabat2 hebat kat situ-azrul haziQ,fikri mOkhti,syakir Auf,iffah syaHirah.dah selesai wat scene kat situ,aku pon tertanye2

ckin : heh nak buat ape lagi nih?
aqil  : aku nak belanja ko ape yg ko nak
ckin : wahhh btol ke o.O??

aqil  : betol le,aku bawak rm*00 nih..

ahahaha time tu aku tgk muke syatrah n mia bersinar penoh dgn harapan memandang aqil macam a wad of money

lebih kurang macam nih

hey come on,honestly if i have a chance of possessing a bank-load of money or i am the heiress of sultan brunei (which i'm not) for sure mid tu dah kosong.baju,bag,kasut,gym's equipment sume aku bli.hahaha so,come back to reality,aku cakap la aku nak *******..mia n syatrah pon tolong la carikkan.last2 we ended up kat 'why pay more shop' cari kasut sports mia utk dibawak ke matriks..ahahaha XD..cari2,teliti2,cube2,round kedai tu,at last pukul 2 dapat le kasut yg menggoda hati die.(jage leklok kasut tu ye mia)..pegi solat ,pegi makan dgn aina n aiman(wondering kenapa watak dorg kadang2 je muncul??hahaha tanye dorg),tup tap tup tap dah pukul 3-wayang time! tiktoktiktoktiktok... abes wayang yg sejuk tuh.kitrog jalan2 siket pastu balek.

bwahahaha the critical part is-delay punye delay,tak dapat masuk punye tak dapat masuk,2 jam daripada hari kacakku digunekan utk tunggu KTM cantek tu datang jemput aku.hahaha kesabaran aku dah memuncak so aku pon buat la announcement kat situ "hey,hari ni birthday saye so kasi saye naik dulu!!!".......tapi itu dalam pikiran aku je,i still let my conscience be my guide.hahaha akhirnye sampai gak rumah dgn selamat.

-the end-

jap jap jap tak habis lagi laa.sampai rumah aku pikir balik n korg pun tertanye2 "ape hadiah yg aku mintak kat aqil sebenarnye?berjaye ke aku kosongkan mid tu??" ahahah agaknye rezeki si aqil nih,aku tak jumpe ape2 yg menarik hati aku,ahahaha so kontrak mencari hadiah yg aku nak ditamatkan begitu sahaja. tapi aku jeling2 plastic bag yg aku bawak balik tuh,at least aku tak pulang dgn tangan kosong (^__^)

 

slipper thomas drpd SYATRAH (resit ko blanje aku makan tu tade la)

sebelah lagi drpd MIA

spesel oleh aina dan aiman

 

love letter from AMAD

 

beday kad drpd MIMI WANITA

tiket wayang org belanje

buku merah hadiah PERSATUAN DARAH KEBANGSAAN

tak lupe juga warm wishes daripada sahabat handai yg penat-lelah tulis blog utk aku dan kawan2 yg menghiasi wall fb aku bagi lebih kacak~

blog biru merah kuning ijau nadhirah

syakir the rock n roller coaster

blog nendaku jiah

TERIMA KASEH SEMUA!!!!hahaha aku taw korg dah ngantok bace panjang sgt but lastly, 

HAPPY BEDAY SISTAH MIMI

my sistah and i ^^

-the end-

hemo hemo hemo

Kurik-Kurik Rahsia

ichi go ichi e

means one time,one meeting/once in lifetime

ni la yang aku nak describe pasal makan2 batch kite ni.those two days were priceless.
kite bual2,gelak2,makan2,jalan2,ambik2 gambar,potong2 bawang,anyam2 ketupat,kacau2 dodol,masak2 rendang tu semua as if kite takkan jumpe or buat lagi lagi benda tu sama2 tapi bak kata pujangga Danisha Soraya " i hope that was not the last time we will gather,that is only the beginning of new phase in life"..

yeaaah!!aku suke bibit-bibit

+ kumpul ramai2
+ jumpe semua member2 yg dah mengembang dalam 6 bulan ni
+ makan kat tgh2 asrama- munirah,nadhirah dgn nasi pattaya dorg,aku dgn nasi goreng lakna,syatrah si tukang bukak air je,ainil datang makan isi ayam mun yg tak habis,azrinasyatrah
datang mintak tuntut hutang kat + sume jalan2 bawak pisau(bahaye betol),chopping board,daun ketupat,periuk,kuali
+ masing2 bawak motor or keta besa,kecik,baru,lame(aku kagum dgn mini cooper hazman) tapi sume ber'P'

+ chit chat sane sini,bentang surat kaba sane sini,basah sane sini

+ kacaw2 Mol Lyn
+ cakap 'adabi' kat hud atok

+ bebel2 sebab dah penat n lapar
+ korek2 dodol n jadikan pacat@lintah@mole2
+ masuk tido pukul 5 pagi(macm burong hantu)
+ bile nak tido mpp jerit ''pelajar puteri sila banguuuuuun"
+ bangun solat suboh,gigil2,borak2 pastu tido balik
+ bangun pagi (ke tgh hari??haha) ade hot air balloon bawah mate sambil cakap lapaar
+ tgk2 nadhirah lagi mengaum kelaparan sbb die dok kunyah chips
+ tumpang  kereta satria orang pegi makan bekfes
+ credits to nadhirah,munirah,syatrah,aqil belikan kek untuk pre-birthday aku
+ pegi garaj bas tgk member2 shif pagi dah siapkan sgale2nye
+ semua org tukar baju cantek2
+ semua org makan2/cikgu2 gembira
+ bising2 ambik gambar lepas tu bye2
+ tunggu bas dgn najihah,munirah,liyana,syarihin,hidayah,amiera,nonad,ade nasrullah kat tepi2 situ
+ penat tunggu nas explain pjg2 sampai 3,4 minit walhal kitorg tanye "bas ni pegi ktm sg buloh tak?" XD
+ masing2 tahan ngantok dalam bas/KTM

kalo nak cerita lebih detail setiap perbuatan and dialog kite sume,memang tak cukop page nih.but overall,i didn't waste two days of my lifetime away to be able to meet my deary friends.it was splendid!! girls and guys,i hope that each and everyone of us will attain success in our own different way but still move on towards the one and only way,HIS path.i'll pray that may ALLAH bless all of us and always guide us with HIS love.

ALL THE BEST PALs ^_^

the only one in the world

KUSESS punye SIXTEN

hemo hemo hemo